On the car ride home today, my dad said something to me. “Don’t just say you’re going to do it. Just do it.” And he’s right. I shouldn’t just think about going on a roadtrip, I should just do it. I shouldn’t think about writing this blog entry. I should just do it. I really want this to be a good summer, and I really want to get a lot of my goals accomplished. Less thinking, more doing. And having a good attitude will always help. 

i don’t complain. i don’t act like i’m entitled. i don’t ask for much. i don’t expect anything, and i don’t expect that i deserve anything. i only want to live my life day by day, and to do that with as little interruption as possible. i like to think that i am a good person despite what other people may think. i just think that maybe it’s time i asked for something? maybe it’s time for me to do something?

maybe i shouldn’t have to ask.

You are not special. You are not a beautiful or unique snowflake. You’re the same decaying organic matter as everything else.

i’m sick of people talking out of their asses. if you’re going to say something make sure your facts are fucking straight before you do any talking. do yourself a favor and don’t sound so god damn stupid.

i have nothing meaningful

i have nothing personal

just the future and the past

silently frustrated with anything and everything